Day 120

'Couldn't be arsed', Pen and Marker on Paper

Been having that general feeling that I really couldn't be arsed doing anything lately which is worrying on many levels, just think I've hit a bit of a funk of late. It's that kind of feeling that i would liken to when you need to  tidy your room, it is something that never gets dealt with until something more important comes up, then all of a sudden we occupy ourselves with that task as a means of avoiding that which should really be taking care of. Luckily the feeling hasn't affected my drawing so far mainly as it's kinda become second nature,  it's becoming so ingrained in my routine that I barely remember doing it. So much so actually that there have been quite a few mornings that I've awoken and immediately though, 'awww... fuck! I forgot to do my drawing yesterday'. Then spent the guts of 15 mins trying to recall everything I did the day before to ensure that I did in fact complete a drawing at some stage, all the while frantically trying to bring my PC to life to check that I haven't made a complete balls up. I'm just hoping that something important comes up so that I can then preoccupy myself with so that I can address the minor apathy that has been affecting my motivation of late.