Day 114

'get the measure of one's self', Pen and Marker on Paper

It sometimes important to take stock of things look at your own shortcomings and see how you can make a change. This has been what the 365 Draws has been all about thus far and as one of the things I found most disappointing was how I hadn't been doing any work since leaving Art college. It is frustrating to have a desire to do something but to make inane excuse after inane excuse as to somehow convince yourself that there is a justifiable reason for avoiding that which you want to do. It is something that we all do, and what I seriously recommend is taking a little time to do one of those things that you have always really want to do in any kind of context, even if it's merely for a few days, a few hours or a few brief moments. All it does is confirm once and for all that this is something that you were meant to do or something that you have now done and you can lay the beast to rest so to speak. As everything has been going well so far it also gives me the appetite for more, it has made me once again consider the other notions, ideas and ambitions that have bounced around in my head for a while and there lays the possibility of what to do next which is immensely exciting. Possibility is all about that feeling of what can I do next rather than why It's not feasible to do it now.